Having a crush sucks, its really sucky! You see this guy, see him a few times and that’s it, nothing much happens. No feeling, no nothing. Just two people crossing paths. Then he speaks to you one day and you tall back. A few day pass and he speaks to you again. That’s when your heart begins to melt. You find him adorable. You want to see him everyday. You make it your mission to talk to him at every opportunity, but the problem is you are scared. Scared of making a fool of your self, scared of rejection, scared of getting hurt. You have deem multiple family members suffer from broken hearts and it terrifies you. Then there is the fact that you have got it in your head, that no matter what, you will never be good enough for him. You could never see him wanting to be with you no matter how much you want him. It most annoying part is dealing with the feelings, day in, day out. They don’t go away. You are stuck with them and it makes you miserable. Having a crush sucks. Just saying…

How are we expected to love ourselves, when there is no one who even cares about us?

Fed up of trying

ice-cold-justice:

drtanner-sfw:

vorchagirl:

oh-wow-lovlies:

#GrowingUpUgly
When guys in middle school would get dared by their friends to ask you out and see if you say yes as a joke

How about growingupugly and then turning out sort of okay looking but you don’t know for sure because your self esteem is shot and you’re convinced you look awful?

#GrowingUpUgly
Being so wholly convinced of your hideousness that as an adult you now literally cannot even imagine that someone would pay you a compliment and mean it; the only conceivable thing that could be happening is that they’re either a) taking the piss like the boys in school used to or b) so repulsed by you that they feel sorry for you and are telling you you’re pretty because they think you need to hear it.

Hurts how true this is though

Probably going to end up alone for the rest of my life and you know the sad bit, I think I’m okay with it…

Would god be impressed with how far we have all come, or ashamed at how long it has took us to get to a place still so far from perfection?